June Goals!!!

• Increase Blog Content Quality
• Work on Video Samples & Website for POP!!!!
• Edit Summer Concert List
  
• Network for POP
• Attend at Least One June Orientation to Recruit for POP
• Organize Design Portfolio
• Get New Camera
  
• Start Photography Portfolio
• More Show Ideas for POP (including cartoon idea)

So May was a bittersweet month, mostly bitter. I lost or damaged a lot of my life. My car is damaged and so is my heart. I lost almost $1,000(long story). I lost the love of my life, forever. I learned things I never wanted to know about him. Now I could never see him the same way. Sometimes I wish I could forget all the pain and be with him again. But our relationship lost trust and without that we could not function. I can't lie, I miss him a lot. I hope sometime soon I can be alright. For now I'm just shifting my focus and ignoring my pain.

Street Lights & Moments

Yesterday was David's birthday. I LOVE him to death so I threw him a birthday party at chuck e. cheese. He don't really got other toddler friends cause he only talk to grownups so it was only a few of us. It was still fun. They revamped chuck e. cheese it was bigger and had better games. I get jackpot every time we played. On the way back BOOM! Some stupid driver tried to make a quick turn at the expense of the safety of me and all my passengers. We crashed and my day was ruined. My car is now damaged and I am car-less to Lord know when. All of this was cause over the 30 seconds he could have waited before he turned. I can't wiat ot read the report he gave to the police. The fact that my air bags didn't deploy and I had the right-a-way proves that i was driving the speed limit and that I was RIGHT!!!! I wish this never happened. After that I went to the hospital to check out my headache that occurs when I hit head during the crash. Despite the fact the ambulance took two hours to get me, that was not the worst part of the night. I waited in the hospital waiting room for 4.5 hours before I was seen by a doctor. I had to get a CAT scan and wait another 2 hours for the results. I got home at 5:30 am with the a prescription for my mucsles because my body went into shock. I went to get my precription filled today and the pharmacy was closed when I came back to pick it up. Now I'm sitting in bed in pain, without a car, work tomorrow, and lots heartache. I need to get away from this destructive island. I miss my dorm so bad.

Heartbreaks and Headaches

Being home has been a constant reminder of why I left. I feel like I am being attacked from all sides. I feel weak and trapped. I have no other hope than to look forward to the fall. I feel as if my summer ended before it began. Hopefully I will be proven wrong.

SHIESTY SATURDAYS!!!!

May Goals

• Increase Blog Content Quality
• Work on Video Samples for POP!
• Transfer Job to SI Location
• Organize Summer Concert List
  
• Get Gym Membership
  

So last month I accomplished a lot. Not only did I successful turn 19, I also reached many goals. I caught up with all my classes, presented the business plan for POP TV to both OHRL and the Dean of Students, kept a good balance between work, school and social, achieve the position as photo editor for The Pace Press next year, and went to both Bamboozle and Martha Stewart to celebrate my birthday.