I expect way too much

I thought you out of all people would understand me. I thought that you would see what I meant, but instead you didn't. Its like I never knew you. I guess it's all done now. I had so much to tell you but how could you understand me if you misjudged the simplest thing. I continually give you my all and I am rejected. I thought wrong about everything.

Just A Little Bit

Summer has just began and now I have the most annoying crush on a guy who won't give the time of day. I feel even more self-conscious now than ever. I just want to get over this crush but i can't help but smile when he comes around. I wish he noticed me. I hate this. Feeling really really unpretty. I'm lossing confiedence fast. I need to shift my focus and stop waiting on things that will never happen. Can't wait for school to start, I need a distraction.

Sunday Style Closet!

I search youtube and find

When i'm bored I aimlessly search youtube for musicians, mostly undiscovered or up and coming. I find that they have such a uniqueness and pureness in their sound. Today, I watched a video of one my favorite and decided to blog about her. Her name is Hannah Combs. She is a talented young lady with a beautiful voice. When i first heard her she was in a group called curfew countdown, I guess they split but she is still great on her own. Her songs well-written and her covers are amazing. I just want people to check her out. I wish her good luck and hopefully all her dreams come true! Her YouTube Page

Sunday Style Closet

Decided to bring this back from my old site xquisite design. I'll post new ones every week. So, if you have any request leave the photo link in the form of a comment.

Ellie & Carl & Russell

I watched UP today after work today and I fell in love with the Disney Pixar mix. The movie was an amazing story with great graphics everything down to the background music was perfect. I laughed, I cried, it envoked all emotions. I don't want to explain much about the movie because I believe that everyone should see it for themselves. But I just want to say that I am proud of Disney & Pixar, this is a movie for the history books. Favorite quotes: "I like you temporarily!" "Won't you please be my prisoner, please please please" & "Adventure is out there!"

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This isn't one of those i LOVE taylor swift twitter length updates

It's much more! When I first heard Taylor Swift it was about 2 or 3 years ago, the song was Our Song. I was instantly more than interested. I would frequently check youtube & the CMT channel because back then MTV didn't play her songs. I think she started getting popular when Teardrops On My Guitar was released. Just about every preteen and teenage girl knew every beat to that song. I hear a lot of people talk negative about her but I feel most of that stems from jealousy, hate, and lack of facts. Many naive Jonas fans believe she was too immature about the siuation with Joe Jonas. I just see her a girl who got her heart broken. I've seen girls lash out worse towards exes. Also I still don't believe the public had enough information about their relationship to jugde it. Other people who hate her believe that she isn't a "true country" star. Just because she doesn't stick to standards, doesn't mean she doesn't make the cut. I believe she is one of the most talented artist of our generation. She is also amazingly naturally beautiful. She is a contagious and lovable character. She has also managed to not let her success overwhelm her. I look to her as inspiration. She embodies the true meaning of being the best "you that you could be". I had big dreams of seeing her on tour this summer but tickets for her Madison Square Garden show sold out in a record minutes and a half. My friend Kaitlynn has the same infatuation with Taylor Swift as I do. Kaitlynn is determined to become BFFLS with Taylor Swift. I think that would be awesome. I sometimes envy her relationship with her mother. I think it beautiful. I know I will never be that close to my mother but it gives me hope of being a good mother myself one day. I want to have the same type of closeness with my own children. I do honestly believe that Taylor Swift may be my favorite artist of all time. I think both of her albums were extremely beautiful. And I await more from her.

When Will I Be Okay?

Laying in my bed, trying to fall asleep. I have work really early tomorrow and all I can do is cry. I dont want to cry. I don't want to be that damaged girl. But what can I do when the only person who can stop my tears is the cause of my pain? Why did I let myself ever fall in love. I feel like I'll never be the same. Someone please tell me, when will I be okay?