Losing Hope

I am not only losing hope in love, I am losing hope in myself. I need help quick. I'm giving him a world of chances and I end up worst each time. Maybe I was meant to be alone. I just feel so hurt and lost and alone.

Parties In The U.S.A.

So lately I've been applying to a lot of internship and it got me thinking of where I want to intern and work at next year. I have officially decided that I want a job that will allow me to go on entire warped tour. Either as a merch girl or a more official job like a photographer. I guess I would need a camera first. In dedication to great concerts I decided to make a list of people I have seen and want to see.


Seen & Loved:
Miley Cyrus, Metro Station, All Time Low, The Cab, Jonas Brothers, Demi Lovato, Never Shout Never, Cash Cash, Tyga, Asher Roth, Chester French, Katy Perry, Flyleaf, White Tie Affair, The Summer Set, Eye Alaska, The Cool Kids, Lykke Li, Friday Night Boys, Day 26, The Veronicas, Boys Like Girls, Hey Monday

Want/Need To See:
Taylor Swift, Selena Gomez, 30h!3, Fefe Dobson, Cobra Starship, Lily Allen, Linkin Park, N.E.R.D., MGMT, Paramore, Sing It Loud, Tiny Masters of Today, Rihanna, Shakira, Silversun Pickups, The Hush Sound, Valencia, Yelle, Tourtered Soul, The Tings Tings, The Sercet Handshake, The Maine


Right now I am really excited to move back to Pace. I wish I could move in earlier! I am practically packed. The other day I went shopping with my bestfriend and her mom at Walmart. We went crazy over Miley's new clothes and got almost everything. It was an awesome day! Next event for us coming up is six flags on the 28th to see All Time Low! I've seen them perform before at the MTVu Woodies and they were great! Also, I am very ecstatic for POP TV, Pace Press, and whatever internship I obtain. Wish me luck! Currently addicted to and blasting Miley's song Party In The USA.

August Goals

• Finish Portfolio
  
• Work on more for POP!!! (i'm addicted!)
  
• Get a Camera
  
• Learn New Songs on My Guitar
  
• Pack for School (YAY!)
• Get Grandma B-Day Gift
• Healthy Hair
• At Least One More Summer Concert
  
• Apply for More Fall 2009 Internships

Last month was extremely productive and fun(thanks to Kaitlynn, Lisa and Jeanette). POP now has an active blog (http://poptv36.wordpress.com) and it's first commercial (from Do Something.Org). Right now I am designing my digital portfolio and working on some new pieces I just finished a vector drawing of myself and I am now working on one of Chelsea.