Saturday, November 1, 2008

I Hate This Part Right Here

I can't take it any longer Thought that we were stronger All we do is linger Slipping through my fingers I don't wanna try now All that's left is goodbye. . .
Sitting her now. And I can't take it. I can't understand why I let my insecurities and my lack of self-esteem hurt him. The only way to help him is to end it i guess. He changed for me. He fixed. I broke. I'm still unfixed. I told him goodbye and he said "bye". It's with him but now my misery grows. I hate this part right here. I don't know how to be happy. I wish I had some help. School only makes it worse. I'm behind on my school work. I cant focus. All I can do is hurt and cry.